So, its decided. I'm getting a surface piercing on the top of my wrist. Its not even HxC, or about trying to be. It helps me too slowly stand up and stand out. Gives me more confidence in myself, about .. Well.. being me. Then in like a weeek im getting my hair done XD. I'm kinda really excited. Then I get to go shopping next weeek! aaah. Change helps. Always. Makes everything fresh again. As much as Amye says that its gross ! I dont care :) Im getting it. And on my arm, like the middle part. Im getting a tattoo. Ben says he'll pay for my first one, no matter how big or whatever it is. I wanna get something symbolic, obviously. One of my grandpa's airforce Medalins (sp) ops. He ment a great deal too me.. And I have more I want them put together in a Ed Hardy sort of design.. Hard to explain. Kinda. Really, changing my look isn't about standing out.. Its about showing off how I feel (expressing myself). Its not about rebeling. At all.
Im done for the day. Good day, seeing a movie ? I wanna see that new homes one! :)
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