What if i was claiming to be in love for all the wrong reasons.. ? What if love isn't what i'm seeking, but a close friendship is. With someone that I can connect to. Someone who I dont have to explain everything too, because they just get me. And get me.
Thats what i've been seeking. I looked to far into the hole and found faux feelings and emotions. I just needed to look at the obvious and above the surface to see what it was that I really needed.
Sometimes, to make yourself feel better.. You have to help someone else to feel better. Thats the bit that needs to be filled.
Before you judge you have to find out more. The whole story. Everything. Because everything is deeper than you think. Sometimes you just have to look past what you think or your common knowledge and start fresh witha clean slat and try to get something without knowing anything.
I'm thankful for the people in my life. And i'm thankful that these people have, problems or situations i could help them in. I just want to make an impact on peoples lifes. I want them to think back, and be like " oh hey! I had this friend once who helped me blah blah blaahh " They dont even have to remember my name, just that i was there to help.
I'm just happy to have helped =).
x.
