Sometimes i dont even care about you. Like what the fuck. I try SO hard. For nothing. Like honestly. I throw hints everywhere. You're too cocky for me. Acting like you're the shit, when clearly. You. Are. Not. You cant even respect a person, because you respect yourself too much. Sometimes, I wish you weren't in my life. URG. Guys SUCK. There are these times, when im like oh goddd. You are freaking awesome, amazing i get a loss for words when I talk to you. But then there are times like now. Where i cant fucking stand when you do this. Go away.
Maybe its just, that im over sensitive sometimes. I have yet to find someone who gets that, someone who actually CARES. And shows that they CARE. Like fuck, I mean commmeee on. Just because something "good" happeneds doesnt mean that you have to shut me out. And be a jerk. Just remember, I was here for you.. So really THINK who you should be treating badly. You dont even understand that this is about you. You wont. Becuase YOUR A FUCKING IDIOT. and dont understand things.
I should be the one realizing that im too good for you. Not the other way around. Acting like that will get you NO WHERE in life. FUCK YOU. i just want to scream and hit something. Really hard. And I want you to go away. I wish I wasnt hoockkkked on you.
I know you'll soon read this.. Because I know you. Maybe more than you think.
Key song - You belong with me.
Why is this a mix of emotions ? I mean, one minute I just want to be your close friend. The next i want you around me always, Then I fucking CANT STAND YOU. But then i just want you. here. next to me.
I know, reading this.. youll be like Whuuuuttt ?! Who on Earth is Madison Hailey-Ann Keyes talking about?!?!?. But serisouly, hah, open your eyes. Please. And read this tonight. And call me, or txt me or message meeee or at least let me know that you understand me..
=( Fuck everything sometimes. I.. Just.. urg.. Just, go away. =( Thats the best thing. I told my friends that this would happend. Every guy feels like he has the right to do this shit to me.
But news, appericate me. I just need someone who will.
But right now.. Im just saying, fuck this shit. Till you understand..
x.
