Jan 19, 2010

ohh no.. Here comes the truth ..

All my friends have gone to bed. And I just want to text. And I want someone to know, that i ment that in the rudest way possible. ?. People just make me mad sometimmmmes. And I know, I said i was going to write how you make me feeel, but fuck that. I decided, next time YOU TALK TO ME FIRST ima tell you :) Just because I can't hold in the truth.
I like to chase after the things I want in life.. But there comes a point. A point were the chasing just gets ridiculous. So im going to stay here. I swear. I'm going to sit here, waiting for you to come back around. Do another loop and get back to my spot in the circle. I know its going to happen.. Because it's happened before. Its all up to you though, how fast you want to come back. It may take years, days, nights or maybe even seconds. I suspect this one will take a few months though. YOU, just have to decide how much you actually want it. Or if you even do.
I love when people call me hun, or sweetheart, or amazing. It makes me happy :)!
Detachment is one of life's greatest lessons for those on the path to enlightenment.