What I mean is, all I need is, just a little emotion.

Okay. I'm trying, I promise. But no matter how hard I try there you are! You're EVERYWHERE. I swear.. And just when I'm doing fine you come in again.. But I don't understand how you've changed so much. I used to know this amazing person, who actually cared. But now.. It's like you don't give a shit anymore ? What's with that ?

I swear Ice by LIGHTS is exactly how I feel right now, it describes everything so perfectly.

Your ego is getting old
How did you get so cold

What I mean is all I need is
just a little emotion
'Cause all I see is you not feeling
and you're giving me nothing nice
I tried to do you right
Why'd you have to go and turn to ice
Ice

Best lyrics ever right about now. I mean.. I don't even know how to describe this, all I know is that you've changed so much. What happened to the person I knew?. This won't last.

How come Amye is ignoring me also ? AMYE FOLK I HAVE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING !! ..

I'm still waiting on that perfect text I blogged about before..

All I can say.. is that " I know i'm good for something, I just haven't found it yet " Laying in bed, listening to music, falling apart. Why is everyone leaving.. So dramatically too!

1,2, 3, 4 .. There are for sure four people that left this month.

2010 .. FUCKKK YOUUU !

I don't think a stupid blog can describe my feelings right now.. Sometimes I doubt myself, and my friends.. Is that so bad. Where are the good people in this life.. I need to find at least one..

I'm bruised and scarred
Save me from this broken heart
All my love will slowly fade and fall apart
Someone please sing this lovesick melody
Call my name if you're afraid
I'm just a kiss away

x.