I dont even know how to describe how i feel. Angry, no. Fucking mad, upset, torn, broken ? I dont know. I changed everything. Not this ? Wow. Okay. Just fuck off already. Go away. My phone no longer holds your number, name .. Only I have everything scratched into my head. Sometimes I just fucking hate people. They can all go die. I'd rather be alone. Why cant, no matter how hard I try, wipe you from my mind. Blah. SERISOULY!!
FUCK
MY
LIFE.
Throw it all to the side, because I dont give a fucking shit anymore. And you know what else, I can say the word fuck if i want to. Ohh but you get mad and dont say it, well arent you fucking just PERFECt hey there ! Like wow. Really go FUCKING DIE. Fuck fuck fuck fuck. I can say it how ever or whenever the FUCK I want to you stupid peice of shit.
Fuck my life so much. Everyone leaves. I guess I should of learnt that by now.. But obviously I fucking haven't. Way to crash my excitedment.
Sometimes I just want to believe things soo much that I twist them till its what I think. How messed is that? Or no, wait. Heres a funny one for you. HAHAHAHAH. We talked like everyday, now you cant take the time to even bother looking my direction. Fuck you.
This will go away too. Nothing is prenament.
I just want to go away. Like the people that leave so easliy.. Why cant I just do that.. Only.. Forever. and not feel this pain anymore.
As the feelings get screamed, and the bodys hit the floor I figured our that all i need is you here. With me, why arent you?
And can you believe that the only reason you're keeping from me is because of her .. wow. Ouch.
fuck it. I dont care. Never say never..
Theres reason for everything..
x.
