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shhhheeeeeesss sooooooooo lucky that she has/had you. She doesn't even know how many people want you.. Okay, okay, maybe that's not true.. But god. =). I'm not going to sit here and talk about her and you. I'm going to sit here and talk about you and me !! Like, I can't smiling when you talk to me, your gorgeous, absolutely amazing in every way, your eyes.. Their like.. aaah just so amazing.. The more I think about it.. The more I want it. I think that this class was an amazing idea. And that the teacher moved me RIGHT NEXT to you.. Makes me laugh. Cause when you sit beside me, and look at me I get all stupid and act like a freaking idiot ! K, =) So I was upset.. Cause I told Lang that I wish you weren't popular and had I WISH I had a chance with you.. Then she texted me back saying something like " Oh my god maddy!! You do have a chance with him!!" hahahahaha That makes me laugh, and boosts my confidence. Jesus Christ do I want you. To call my own. Then I asked Lang about her.. And she said you're done with her and you're not chasing her anymore.. Makes me feel like i have a better shot !! WOOOT !. No, but really, you're nice to everyone, you have respect.. You have smoke weed, but I don't even care I'M NEVER GOING TO FIND A GUY WHO DOESN'T DO THAT.. So I have to suck it up ! I'm just glaaaaddddd that this is starting where it started before..

Kay, I don't want to mention who it is.. This guy, cause well ... If you were a good friend of mine, and talked about things like this with me, you'd know =) !!

I'm SO looking forward to English class with you for the rest of the semester, that's all i'm trying to say.. Okay, thanks=)!

+Plus this for my friend .. I don't know why I try for you, asshole.

x.