I need that friend to know.. That I'm trying. So hard; and now, after so long, I'm giving up. My pump up song :
9 Shades of red - Hedley
Listen to it now, it makes me feel kinda more.. Upbeat ? Makes me wannna dance. I've noticed, I blog.. A LOT ! OH BTW ! Don't fucking throw around the words " I love you " Do YOU even know what that feels like ? To love someone. I know I don't. Other than my friends. Which makes me think.. Time heals everything.. Its to true =( I miss you, I don't want to stop talking to you.. I NEED YOU !. Notice it ? Please ?
TODAY WAS AMAZING, although, I think everyday at school has been amazing.
EW, SICK ! Get out, leave ! Drugs are sick !!
Also this: Doll face, hunny, bb, I'm fucking done with you, have I already said that ?. Sometimes.. Things are too stressful. And I'm only sixteen..
I gotta give the blog a rest !
Actually, no.
x.