Deprived of the power to feel normally, Numb.
Right now, I can not find a pen.. But I cant find my key board and this website.
Pain. We all feel it. Different types, emotionally and physically. It will always be there with us. Something that we just can not get rid of. Some people feel pain from loved ones, strangers. And others may feel it by bruises, scars, or maybe someone feels pain from their own mistakes. But you can not have self inflected, mutilation without pain that was previously there. What they've done to themselves. It all adds up. Goes back to one or more things. Some pain may deepen with time, other cases may fade away, and strike back with a different mask. But pain will always be within us. Something everyone has to dread, or may be love. Most learn to dwell in their pain, while others just learn to live with it, shake it off and continue. Some people reside to abuse their body to try and free them of this feeling. While the other half is hurting others, with their hurt. It is something we can not kick. Some pain may scar us forever, while other pain may be gone within a weeks time..
All I am trying to do is build off what has fallen in my life. And live by means that are simply easy to follow. The beauty in life is what most look past.. The beauty in life is what I look past.
I feel pain from loved ones, from the strangers in my life. I feel pain that will scar me forever, and mutilate my body. Pain that will tear my heart, and weaken my limbs. Things will always be here.. In me. Apart of me. Make me. Shape me.. Be me.
x.
