I'm done !! This is the line. Friendship = WRECKED. My best friend is telling me to give up, because me and her, we're going to give up together. Fuck you. Fuck guys. EVERY GUY. I no longer want any guy in my life. I hit delete and erased EVERY fucked up thing i had to remember. I'm starting new. Fuck the people who have hurt me, fuck the people that I miss, fuck my mom, fuck my life that I once lead, FUCK THE PEOPLE WHO DON'T RESPECT, I give EVERYONE everything ! I put my fucking all into just about everything !!! I TRY BECAUSE I GIVE A SHIIT ! More than you can say.. Look at you. I hate it, I hate what you've become. I hate who you are. I hate that I once knew you. I hate that you're in my life.
NOWS A CLEAN FUCKING SLATE. I'm done with everything that once made me cry, laugh, pain, smile. It all. I'm done.
I've been straight edge for 7 months now. And I hope you don't like that, because that's how i'm staying. I'm not going to think about my past and get awful feelings. I'm NOT. I'm not going to go home.
I'm going to live in the now ! And I'm going to through everyone who acts as though they're better than me out. I don't deserve the shity people in my life.. Well not all of them are shity. Just the ones that only come to me when they need or want something. I'm too passive, and too much of a people pleaser. SO FUCKKKK YOOOUUUUUUUU. I'm changing. For me. Fuck fake people. I'm so sick of people who can't fucking make up their minds either !! LIKE FUCK.. go away.
FUCKING DYKES.
x.
