holy jesus mother effer !
WTF is wrong with you. wtf is wrong with the world. omg. I'm ranting. I want to rant. About how wrong society is. How parents make some kids lives hell. How hearts get beaten down so easily because everyone has their heart on their sleeve now-a-days. I fucking hate this. I fucking hate you. i fucking hate the word hate. I am a victim in denial. If only you understood my words.. my meanings to things. Everything I think I need, has been a lie. You lied to me. You deceived me, you broke me down. And lifted me back up. You found my weak spot. Then made it weaker. I suck at writing. And at expressing my feelings. I fucking suck at this..
Im going to fix this situation.. I fucking hate people that don't care though ! Like HONESTLY, you expect me to care when you don't.. Holy fuck that is NOT how things go the fuck down. WOW. I am so mad at our friendship, and our family. And my life. The way I can, no. The way YOU can throw shit away that easily.
Wow thoughts in my head.. I just want my friends back. I want someone to make me feel like I have someone here again.. I miss .. i do not even know what I miss anymore..
How sad is that..
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