Kay .. So.. I dont even want to blog this. Cause it hurt. Because its true... Im only going to copy half our conversationn.. Just the end what he said to me..
"Guys use you, but not because you're pretty or anything, but just because they know they can."
Thats all im going to put on here. I dont ever want to hear from him again. Thats true though.. It makes me feel that any guy that has ever said he liked me didnt. Is it true ? Im not even a whore. Guys dont use me.. How could they ?. He doesnt know my fucking life. THIS KID HAS NEVER EVEN MET ME !! BAHAHAHAHAHAH I laughed preeetty hard too. Cause like what the fuckk ?!. Dude, you dont know me. LOLOL.
You should see the other things he said to me.. Wow. I told Kristen =( .
And hes a dick.. Why can't I find a " good " guy for me. .. or better yet, how come liking someone or being in love is all we care about ?.. I just hve so many un answered questions.. and I want someone who just gets me, to answer them. I let everyone take advantage of me. Im too weak.
I hope I become really famous one day, and then laugh in his face. No. Im already better than him. No doubt about it. I dont go around tearing down people I dont even know ? Funny thing is, he claimed that he onced " loved " me. Fuckkkk him. Im still looking for that guy.. The one that doesnt smoke or do any drugs, is deep, Smart, Sensitive, doesnt just care about the physical stuff, a guy were just being together is all the matters, one that will look into my eyes, and we'll just know..
Hello Mr. Perfect. Where are you at ?
Its hard to believe, that the guy i will someday find myself with, is getting hurt by other girls, ones that will build him up just to knock him down..
x.
