I NEEED ADVICE ! WHERE ARE ALL MY FRIENDS WHEN I NEEED THEM ?!?!?
aaahhh. Im just so lost now.. I thought I cleared my head of this, but then.. This just made me soo confused AGAIN. Is it safe the say that guys are TOO CONFUSING, x' preeetty much forever.
So you act one way, then another.. Then I act the way you want me to act, but you dont do anything, instead change your mind ? WTF ?!. Urg. Please, just get it together. Im not a begger.. But when it comes to you I find it hard to wait so i have to beg! I need you. Do you even need me ? What if you just need to realize it still .. ? Do you ? Im hereeeeee. So tell me?. Realize it ?! Please. And try to.. dont expect it to come with time.
If you want something to come with time, odds are you're jsut going to lose it, you have to take control of the things you want.. The things you need..
Fuck. Me. ='(
You dont even care, do you ? but then you do thinds like that ? URGH.
Text me. Now. I dont carem if this isnt about you.. I just need to know that I have a friend =( Someone who will be there, no matter the troubles.
Sometimes it feels like my whole world is crumbling in on me. Im sufficating. Slowly fading away. I need you in times like these. To pull me out. See me. Seek me. Be there, as I have been there for you.. Or, just make up your mind. Every word kills me.
