sometimes, i wonder.. where would i be without you..

You can never fully fulfill yourself. You're ALWAYS going to want more. always. No matter what life hands you.. But the secret, what most people don't know is that that life hands you is exactly everything you need. And if you work with what you're given you WILL fulfill your wants, needs and dreams.

I was thinking today also.. That what would the world be like without technology?. Where would we be ?.. I think everything would be more pure. Our love, we wouldn't have false expectations about what love is, but would we even know what it would be then? And thats what we're suppose to want so badly ?. What about the people that were here, in our life's, and left a piece of them with you, or tore a piece out of you. If we didn't have technology or vehicles how would we be different.. I know everyone is here, in my life, for a reason I just wish it was a clearer reason.

I got these texts today.. ='( They made me sad :

" Im just kidding maddy i love you so much && i mis you soooo much "

" !!!! Maddy i miss you. No one gets my humor like you do hhhhha "

I just miss my bestie(S). And i just want to go away sometimes. Where life is simple. I love to sleep, but i love to dream of you, more. My poems are so bleak lately. They have no meaning. I guess this is what happens when what used to be the motivation in your life is now gone?.

I feel as though ..

Just so blank. Like a sheet of white paper. Everything is here, but everything is gone. Its going to stay like this for a while..

x.