A best friend is someone who when you leave talks to you still and helps your through everything.

I swear. Whats wrong with us ? Are we so blind. Am I to blind ? What is going on ? Why is this happening ?. We are all fucking idiots. Thats whats happening. I hope you're enjoying lying to me.. And how much it hurts me =( . We were best friends, were we not? What does best friends form into ? Does it even have to form into something.. What if it was more? But i threw it away-you threw it away. We were both stupid. Now, all i want is too see you. feel you. breath you. Maybe I just know you too well. But there's so much i don't understand.. Maybe i'm just realizing the lies. I wish i were a guy.

Hi, im Madison, im a fuck up. And I like scene guys. Thats just the way my shity life goes. Everyone that means anything to me leaves. I dont like giving up on things, or people. I love just talking.. About nothing. And i think that im going to have to die soon. Because, sometimes i think my life is bad, when millions of people have it worse than me.

Yaph, that doesn't summ it up at all. Im not even going to describe my life, or start to describe pieces of my life to this stupid .. urg.. i dunno sjhfdaslkjfdsf.

im so frustrated. I miss my friend ='( . But im staying strong for you.. Right ? ..

x. =(