shit. again. this happened. I knew it. stop it madison. you're only hurting yourself. this has gotten out of control. fuck off. you and me. jsut go away, self. fuck. these kind of times. you just have to cry. right. long distance doesnt even work. my friends are fading. my life is running down the drain. my eyes burn. the ones that are here.. are here. it hurts. kill me. thats all i want. kill me. i beg of you. I DONT UNDERSTAND. omg let me scream. let my life go away. let this STOP. this hurt. this pain. this aching. i dont understand, everyone but me ? But why. you're just setting yourself up for failure, by the way. I can tell. aaron makes me laugh. i dont need you. who am i kidding. amye is amazing. she just gets me. i hate people like you. dont come back to me.. just DONT. fuck. like reallly..
