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Okay, I am done. No .. I'm serious.. I am DONE. I feel like just ending the post here, but that would make me doubt myself. I pretty much believe in everything.. And I believe in you TOO much.. I didn't know that it was possible to like someone so much that you just feel like leaving them be.. And letting them go on with life. I feel like if I keep interrupting in your life, that I am totally screwing things up. So my plan, it is to slowly walk away. Like, I feel as though I have already done what needs to be done in your life.. Well everyones lifes. I think that it is time for new people. Refresh. Throw away the people that have no reason to be here.. Get it?. Because I sure don't.
Sometimes, I hate being single. And other times I love it, so much. But the good thing about being in a relationship is that you're with your best friend, and they understand your problems. That is what I feel a relationship should be like anyways. I think that is why I like to date my best friends FML LOL like Drake.. He wasn't a good friend.. But I believe that is why it didn't work out, he didn't get me before. OHH btw, I AM writing this for amye. and Amye, I hope this explains to you what I mean lolol.
Have you ever thought that some people come into your life, at the wrong time though?. There is this person, and I think they came into my life at the wrong time.. I don't think I am ready for them.. I'm confused. And I hate Taylor Swift for reading my mind and making songs.
Just keep trying, I am going to tell myself to fight for what I want. But the thing is, I am NOT going to sit around forever. All the doors are closing, I'm trying to move ahead and deep inside I wish it's me instead.
I just want you to know, That I've been fighting to let you go. Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end.
x.
