But, in the end, I just want to say a huge thank you to the people that fuck everything up. That give you messed up advice, and mixed signals. Thanks for helping me fall back onto my face. I'm not blaming you. No. I'm just trying to decipher who my real friends are. And who the ..
I'm thinking about getting a tattoo. Obv something more than meaningful.. I just need to feel like it's something that I want. " No pain is forever " Across the collar bone ? hmm.
I don't even know anymore; however, I do know that i am getting overly frustrated with some people who can not make up their minds. The ones that lead you on and then slowly break your heart. The ones that kill you with every word they say. When you get that feeling in your stomach. when your gut wrenches. Or maybe when you feel your heart fall. And your words become lifeless. And when the beauty is gone from everything. Or maybe, it's when you look outside and notice the beauty in everything around you, and the people in your life. The positive in everything. Right now, I want you in my life. But I don't need you here when you are going to do nothing but fuck around with my emotions. .. Maybe it's true. .. Maybe I just don't need you.
This doesn't even make any sense..
x.
