Jan 18, 2010

This is deeper than you think. Just read it. And understand.

Every moment that you spend upset, in despair, in anguish, angry, or hurt because of the behavior or anybody else is a moment in which you've given up control of your life.
You pretty much got it. And I pretty much have friends. I just want to be friends. Friends. With all my friends. Even though they live far away, and it tears me about and , even though it feels like everything i need is miles away. Not even close to me. I just need to slow down .. And think. Im just going to be me.. And not worry about anything else. If people like me, then they like me, if they dont.. Well they can suck a penise ;) Cause im dont trying to impress people. And you care. EVERYONE cares how they appear to people. Dont say you dont. Thats a lie. If you didnt care, you wouldn't do your hair, make-up worry what outfit looks good. Remember, Being against anything weakens you, while being for something empowers you.
Just remember. My friends are my world. I just want this.. for now. If the future brings more, then i'll be prepared.
I have to get my heart off of my wrist. And start looking for things that empower ME..


PS.. I got a really cool photoshop thing today ;)


x.